What's my metier? | Sunday, March 26, 2006
Went to Bukit Timah Reserve to jog -or should I say, walk- and pray. Thank you Lord, I know I can turn to you all the time, and You'll be there, whether I am happy, tired or down. I had this great idea of drinking alcohol and eating corn chips under a shelter, just to mollify my thoughts a bit. But I think drinking isn't good when your body is close to fainting? Oh, and I saw this big monitor lizard a metre distance away from me. Phew, it walked the other direction. Heard their bite is pretty nasty, might die from the bacteria-infested wound.
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What you said, hurt me rather deeply in the heart. But you probably didn't realize it, dear friend. Disappointed in you, and myself; much much more with the latter.
I am not fit to be called a good catholic. For so long, I have led my name down, my God and my family. Will working hard break this inferiority complex? I really don't know. *sigh* Down-trodden. Crestfallen.
If God could use a walking stick to part the red sea, I wonder what He could with this old, rusty, atrophied, semi-retarded brain. Say...six distinction?OMGWTFBBQLOLOLOL.
Words are worthless. I need Action, backed with discipline and motivation. Be it for my Lord, my broken pride, or her.
PS: I am not sad, just gloomy. Picking myself up, and be sad another day. Blogging lighten feelings. Bye.
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I blogged at 10:00 AM
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Name: Clement
Age: 20
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